Some of you have been inquiring about my new job, so I decided to put it all out there. This week was my first days at my job site. HOLY COW! I
mean this is my first big girl job, but wow. Before my pre-service orientation,
a week ago wenesday, Missoula was all dreamy swimming, decorating, eating,
sewing, reading, etc. Then PSO was a reaaaallly LAME three days (24
hours!) of sitting while this old woman, that looked like Angela Lansbury,
spouted out stereotypes about “battered women” and poor people who are poor “because
they are unwilling or unable to be flexible thinkers!” Anyway, I drank a lot of
coffee, drew a LOT of cartoons, and "argued" more than I ever have in my
life. I came home from those three days READY for the weekend. We swam, had
picnics, and read our book. We tried out this pretty alternative Catholic
Church too (more on that another time). It was a really nice and relaxing
weekend. And then my first week of work arrived.
My job is HARD! For the sake of honesty I will tell you that
I cried Monday night, Tuesday night, AND Wednesday night. But then Thursday I
didn’t. We’ll see about tonight. I felt completely overwhelmed and disappointed
by my job. I mean most new things, especially jobs are hard the first day,
right? Right. So, I keep reminding myself of that fact. Guess what my job is?
Working heart to heart with women escaping domestic abuse? Nope. Doing their
interviews and playing with their kids? Nope. My job is to build from scratch
(the software) a database to record all of their personal information and the
resources they used from the YWCA. There are three flavors of shelter that we
offer…emergency shelter, a confidential hotel room for 55 days, and an 18 month
home. Almost all of the women utilize at least two of these services. And do
you know who is going to get them the funding to do that by building a
database? Me. Yep, Abigail Ewing. Abigail Ewing who has trouble figuring out
Gmail and saving photos from the web. Probably the kicker is that no one in the
organization has ever used, or knows how to use the software that I’m using.
Hilarious, right? I actually asked my supervisor why she hired me (with no
background in computer stuff). She said no one else they interviewed knew
either. BUT, then I watched six and a half hours of tutorials on youtube, read
a TON of stuff online, and started e-mailing OCP Bill a bunch of questions. And
you know what? I’m getting kind of excited. I think I maybe, possibly, could
one day do this with Bill’s help. I mapped out a bunch of stuff, showed it to
my supervisor, and she was shocked by my progress. So I’m ending the work week
on a good note. Who knows for sure if I can do this, but I’ll try.
I think I'm going to make it. I think I'll learn a ton in the process.
Missing you guys.
Abigail